1 year old birthday

Maddox is one and officially walking.  He decided he'd rather walk than crawl on his birthday.  He is already a really good walker.  He had his doctor appointment on his birthday as well and had 3 shots.  I felt so bad for him.  He hates the doctor's office now because he can remember and recognize it as the place they poke him and make him cry.  Maddox is such a good boy though and only cried for a minute.  On Wednesday, his birthday, I made his favorite food for dinner- pasta and I made a strawberry shortcake since he loves strawberries.  It was just the 3 of us and was the perfect family birthday dinner.  Saturday, we had people over and swam and barbecued.   I made a giraffe cake that was shaped like the number one and it turned out pretty cute.  We had some of our good friends over, some families from our ward, and Becky and her family.  Maddox got some really cute clothes and fun toys even though I told everyone not to bring gifts.  It was really fun though and everyone adores Maddox.  I can't believe he is already one.  The time has flown by. 

Maddox is getting very picky and will now only eat peaches, watermelon and strawberries.  He used to like all sorts of fruit and I could just give him fruit cocktail.  So everyday he eats the same thing.  Yogurt and a waffle for breakfast, hot dog and peaches for lunch, and pasta for dinner.  I try to throw in more fruit and sometimes a baby food whenever I can just so that I feel like he's getting some kind of nutrition.  But he is still breastfeeding which makes me feel a little better about his eating habits.  Maddox has become more obedient lately.  He understands what "no" means and when I say it, he usually will stop and move on to something else.  I think he knows that if he doesn't listen, I will physically remove him from whatever he's doing anyway so he might as well do it.  He has been sleeping really well.  However, when he has had a busy day with friends or swimming, Maddox will wake up crying a couple times during the night but go right back to sleep.  I have to admit that I anticipate him waking up every morning to nurse and come into our bed.  I just miss him and I love nursing him in bed and sleeping next to him.  He is so wiggly and active now that when he's awake, he's never still.  So when he's asleep and nursing, we snuggle and I love it.  Maddox loves watching videos of himself and seeing pictures of himself.  I don't know if it's because he likes babies or if it's because he knows it's him.  Maddox also loves mirrors and still loves to read books.

We have been so blessed to have Maddox in our lives.  Allan and I always say that we didn't really know true happiness until we became parents.  I am so grateful for him and the person that he is becoming.  I am starting to see him develop into a little boy and although it's difficult and sad for me, it's also extremely exciting watching him progress and learn.  He is a sweet, loving, obedient and affectionate little boy.  He is shy and will often put his head down and his hands in his mouth when someone is looking at him or talking to him.  But he will always smile.  He is friendly and loves babies and other little kids.  I have had the best year of my life and I know it only gets better.